(Gulp!) Let’s get real: I used to believe perfection was possible. Why not? If I focused all my attention and intent, surely I could get everything “just right.” That drive for perfection was almost a superpower…but also a big chunk of kryptonite.
What I didn’t see for years was how rooted that mindset was in my fear of “not being enough.” It was so deeply entrenched, I thought it was just part of my DNA. Only after life “popped me in the face” (more than once!) did I recognize that this was not an “achieve-your-best” state, but an obsessive fear state—a constant voice saying do more, be more, never stop, never feel.
The chasing never ends. You never feel at home, never really own your place in the universe, because you’re always running from discomfort, always worrying you’re not enough.
Perfectionism: Fear in Disguise
Modern research is clear perfectionism usually grows from fear of not being good enough, and it’s strongly tied to anxiety and low self-worth. Perfectionists often view mistakes as personal failures, which ramps up the fear of not measuring up and leads to “all-or-nothing” thinking, constant second-guessing, or harsh self-talk. You might even sabotage your own progress or procrastinate, waiting for the “perfect” conditions to act conditions that never come.
Instead of enjoying the journey, perfectionists feel perpetually behind, out of place, and driven to achieve just so they don’t have to feel uncomfortable. That’s not living—that’s surviving.
How Fear Shows Up In the Studio, in Life
Here’s what’s wild: This is the same trap I see in my studio. After years of coaching, I can spot—almost on sight—who’s going to move forward and who’s stuck. Fear isn’t always as obvious as nervousness or panic. Sometimes it’s in the eyes; sometimes it’s in how someone talks about their injuries or progress. Sometimes it’s in their constant search for the “right” way to do every rep (especially if they struggle when things aren’t perfect), or in their avoidance of challenging exercises that don’t come easy.
Fear shows up as:
- Rigidity in routines and resistance to change
- Negative “what if” thinking (“If I can’t do this perfectly, what’s the point?”)
- Abandoning exercises or routines at the first sign of discomfort or imperfection
- Getting stuck in self-judgment (“I never get this right,” “I’m hopeless,” etc.)
I see it because I lived it. And I know: Awareness is the only way out.
Fear Clouds Your Thoughts and Progress
Fear literally warps your perception, making you hyper-alert to imagined threats or failures—missing the small (and big) wins. When you operate out of fear, you’re stuck in a constant pattern of judgment, defense, and avoidance. It’s impossible to progress—because fear makes you see every setback as permanent and every imperfection as proof that you don’t belong.
From Fear State to Thriving State
Recovery from perfectionism isn’t about “lowering your standards.” It’s about pursuing the best version of yourself from a place of self-compassion, curiosity, and growth instead of obsessive control and self-punishment.
Here’s how you do it:
- Spot the Pattern
- Notice when fear, rigidity, or over-control takes over.
- Ask: Am I chasing growth, or am I running from discomfort?
- Journal your thoughts—awareness brings choice.
- Challenge Perfectionist Thoughts
- Perfectionist thinking sounds like, “If it’s not perfect, it’s a failure.” Challenge it!
- Ask, “Is that really true?” or “What if making a mistake is simply a step forward?”
- Remind yourself: progress, not perfection, is what brings transformation.
- Practice Imperfect Action
- Growth comes from taking action especially imperfect action.
- Allow yourself to try, fail, learn, and try again. The best athletes, business leaders, and happiest people all have “oops” moments then they move on.
- Find Your Why and Accept Yourself
- Fear of “not being enough” loses its grip when you connect to your purpose what matters most, and why you show up.
- Self-acceptance doesn’t mean giving up. It’s the fuel for real, sustainable achievement.
- Embrace Support and Vulnerability
- Share your struggles with trusted friends, coaches, or peers. Sometimes just voicing your fear takes away its power.
- No one succeeds alone. Real progress happens in community.
Turning Fear into Your Greatest Teacher
You can tell if perfectionism or fear is holding you back by asking yourself:
- Do I notice similar self-sabotaging patterns, again and again?
- Do I keep finding myself in the same stuck place, in different circumstances?
- Do I feel “rigid”—in my thoughts, routines, or expectations?
- Do I quit (or avoid) what isn’t “my strength,” instead of learning from it?
If so, welcome. You’re exactly where growth begins.
The Victory on the Other Side
Yes, it’s hard to watch someone let fear derail their progress. But it’s absolutely exhilarating to see someone face their fear, do the uncomfortable work, and come out the other side—stronger, more vibrant, more present than they ever imagined possible.
That’s the power of moving from a fear state to a growth state. Your journey side the studio and beyond won’t always be easy or clean. But it’s real, and it’s YOURS.
Call to Action
If any part of this story feels familiar, you are not alone. Perfectionism and fear may be rooted deep, but they’re patterns not destiny.
It’s awareness that gives you freedom. The next step—trying, failing, learning, and growing is how you become not just your “best self,” but your most authentic self.
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